Making Intention Matter

Getting to the core of our inner architecture will reveal our vision for our life. Indulge me for a few minutes while I take us on a walk. As we take one step at a time, I hope that you are walking beside me.

At no point will I say that I am right and you're wrong and that you're right and that I am not sure anymore. I have learned that the privilege of knowing anything for certain seems to be reserved for those who believe that they know something.

At other points, I will also try to not convert you because the decision to decide for yourself belongs to you. In most cases, we are more choosers than makers.

Those who make [create] do and those that do not, do not. One may argue that the act of choosing to do nothing is a choice for something; yes, well, that’s a good start.

Do you ever think about why you make a choice? Not so much about the process. I mean, why did you make the choice you made right now, at this moment?

Think about the enormous amounts of frequency sent out into the world that may have been miscalculated.

We truly need to be stewards of our understanding. And when duty and privilege meet in the confluence of different addictions, you will embrace the idea that you can determine the result.

Not necessarily at the exact moment in time or even that you will receive riches and accolades but you will better understand how the world works. You will get what you get based on your ability to see it and believe that you can be anything you want.

If you want to be something and you're not that person or thing, you’re not ready to receive it or live in that moment. The position where we will meet is at the convergence of your powers as they lighten the darkness of your day.

Looking back on the years behind me I have continually wondered how my life could’ve been different.

What difference would be making insecure decisions based on trying to get people to like me; decisions based on a façade of confidence and tentativeness based on selfishness? No wonder it did not work.

I did work hard on not just putting the pieces together. More painful was trying to find the pieces. Much later I discovered a more sensible understanding of life.

I understood that there are no self-governing rules; at least that I know of, except for the ones I make for myself. I am not talking about a collective, such as our society. I am referring to being myself.

I can do many things for others to maintain some decorum of civility, but ultimately, I truly detest most days. I have given my best effort to be myself, change who I am, and or be whatever it takes - even just for a little while, even as a multi-millionaire or a famous artist might feel a tiny bit like a life paid off.

Maybe? I keep hearing the sirens whispering, “It’s your decision. It’s your decision. Make one.”

I faced pleased people, some were also in disbelief that the man they see is a real person. I may come across as someone without feelings but the fact is that most of the time most people hurt me because I want them to hurt me.

It’s kind of freaky that I know that there are people who, when I give them a chance, do it. Pretty much every single freaking time. They attack.

They see the real me and it is over within a few minutes, hours, weeks, years, and even decades. Whatever my intention was when I made choices, it seemed to always leave me alone wondering what happened.

Why did life not give me back what I need? It’s an amazing thing to witness. I ask myself from time to time why I repeatedly put myself in the line of fire.

I guess now that being in the lines of fire is exactly what I wanted because it is exactly what I got back. But then I asked myself if trees choose to be planted in a palace where there will be a drought.

Or does a forest choose to be in a location that is farmed and again later turned into an overpopulated city? Then later into a war zone then everything else later. If my frequency is connected to the world then it makes that the only clear thing is that I intend to activate change.

The foundation of my life was that other people's decisions had everything to do with my life. What a terrible way to live!

No one permitted me to make decisions. It’s my right, just like it is your right. Other people, just like me, are doing the best they can with the time given. I can choose to be whatever I want.

It seems to me that the happiest people I know are the ones who do life for themselves.

This doesn’t mean being selfish.

The façade of thinking that I know if other people are happy is based upon zero knowledge of that person, which is pretty much the same thing as knowing who I am. That’s a pointless thing to seek.

Even if it is your story you must get past the idea that the decisions you make define what you want. They do not.

The decisions that you make define the intention, and the result informs you about what you want in this life. Focus on results.

The correct decision will be made to achieve the result because the result needs to live somewhere - why not invite results into your life? It will not leave until you ask it to leave.

Sometimes I don’t want to have any power over my life. The state that I am kind of in right now is that I am done with doing my job in the world without getting the paycheck.

I do know that before making any decision about life and death I will need to alienate a few more people. Then my life will be ready for a new design.